they always say... life will turn better.. or for the worst.. i realised this... that many will lie to themselves.. saying that the reality has always been cruel to them.. its always sweet after sour.. everybody had their own dreams.. and because they had encountered with different hardships. trying to overcome them but yet.. during the process.. they failed.. they lied.. to feel better for themselves. with the sympathy they had for themselves, they found new strength... but is this new strength the 'strength' that they need?
we are born into this world without any chains.. we are born into this world without any worries we are born into this world without any sins we are born into this world without any hope we are born into this world without any faith we are born into this world with emptiness...
how many of us can actually get out of this world... feeling the same like we had when we first felt the oxygen gushing into out lungs when the medical staff smack our butt in hope that we breathe.
wat happen if we are those that couldnt cry, that couldnt feel the in-gushing of the air? would any thing be any different?
butterflies freedom of flight
4:53 AM
freaking shitty...
this is damn lame.... ended sch at 5.. makan in t16 open spaced study area... watched a tw drama miss no good till 7 plus.. thn i realised shit!!! i nv bring foolscap and electronics to study.. since i wasted my time.. jux make use of today lo!!! shall update a bit... i will be shutting down this blog soon.. too much things happened.. i wana take a break.. sorrry... =X
butterflies freedom of flight
3:59 AM
Sunday, November 16, 2008
lagged
many things happened.. i dint have time and i dint want to tok about it animore... dudes.. im gona make this blog stagnant .. till i got over with things tat are REALI BOTHERING ME!!!!
all i can say.....
IM FREAKING DISSAPOINTED!!!!!
freaking!!!!
butterflies freedom of flight
1:54 AM
Totally About Me
Name: Viv - the survivor -
the warrior hu fights.
Birthday: 10 apr 1990
my rules of life
1. i am hu i am
2. wat comes ard goes ard... - update whn i think of ani..
Rules
the rules here.
u can scold mi for wateva u wan..but dun doubt my love
for the things i love
Wishing For..
wishlist here.
1.mr right..(i dun think i will wan ani now.. but maybe if i get 1 i might think of changing myself?)joking..
2.happiness- i have been longing for true happiness.. those that u happy till u cry.
3.love of wat it meant to live
4. to be some1 of some value not only to myself, but oso to mani others..
5. have a lifelong soulmate!!!
6. i wana go backpaking!!!
7. i wana be a prision officer!! - i noe it will be hard to happen...
8. i wana go to be some educational missionaries...