been going out, with my gals, doing data enrtying, soon, i will be back to subway to earn loads of money too.. haix....
HAHA! WENT TO pasir ris park on wed.. Didnt have much to do.. the park is kinda small... but we played the playground which was real fun!! =) erm.. on the way we found a puddle of water.. n guess what we saw? TADPOLES!!! omg.. there must be more than hundreds there.. we past them, thinking of going back there again to save the tadpoles.. something bad happen afta that, we shldnt tok about it again k gals? haix..

things are getting more and more complex.. im gettting more and more deeply involved. My determination, i hope it doesnt die out on mi...

somehow.. there is tis emptiness inside.. inside many others i would say... im trying hard not to think or feel. but its jux a bit hard huh? lol.... Had a few realisations these days... its kinda hard to put them down in words here. but no matter wat, i noe that im prepared for something greater if the world doesnt come to an end so soon... im prepared to face wateva fucking shit if i can overcome this obstacle here at home.. the feeling jux overwhelming mi, drowning mi at times.. i wana soar higher, but can i? Surviving in our own, in our cozy home, not paying attention to any other things, any other societies that are worse thn us, is there no help, no passionate peeps to brave the waves, step out and give a helping hand? Plague thy say these backward countries were.. Beyond hope thy are. But how would we noe if we werent there to help?

If there werent people to hlp singapore, would singapore be hu she is now? If there werent people to protect the endangered species, like the rihno, do u think u have the chance to see them again? If there is nothing done to the people suffering around the world, will the world still rotate? YES. Nobody will cares what happen to these peeps.. The most is jux one minute of silence like wat we did for the 911.. But wat the hell. u dint noe them doesnt mean they are not significant. If human race doesnt help their own species, there will be a chance, the plague will contd, no matter what u do to escape, if its beyond human control, there wouldnt be a chance that u will be cured. IM TOKING ABOUT AIDS HERE. If nothing is done to control... TO help the other societies that are deeply hit by the virus, There is no doubt things will get out of control... Its the tok about giving, not selfish... its not about giving material stuffs, but going down to understand their pain, the roots of their problems. Its never easy, its like learning to stand or tok while u are a kid.. we started from knowing nothing. but there are people to guide no matter wat.. so.. why are everyone afraid? if one is born here, in this no worries society, thn if that gives u the privilege not to care, thn wat happen if its jux ur luck to be of someone of a backward society, u wun even have the stress of playing, but finding scraps of food.. or trying to survive the night so that u can live another day...
Dun call mi crazy dun label mi as lunatic.. Im jux seeing and feeling things that most of u dun wana face.. its not that u didnt understand the need for stepping out ur comfort zone. u are unwilling to try..
If u are willing to hand out a helping hand, try watching earth from above, or going thru websites of voluntury organisation... give a helping hand, and recieve a gift like no others. tears of seeing a sincere smile of faces that never had a chance to see the dawn of the future.

woo HOoo!!! haha.. worked with zickie!! =) so happy.. but damn tired.. dint work nite shifts for so long liao.. did dining... so tired!!! but im happy! haha.. zickie bro nv failed to entertain mi.. haha.. play like crazy.. haha.. mized the days with him and aniki esp.. those are the crazy days.. haha

day 2 trying not to think about things that i shldnt think.. how far can i go? =/ its freaking sian looking tose with couple haha... ok. im toking no sense.. haha.. sian.. how far can i go? can i resist not going out? can i not sms? nahs..


things are getting harder.. im getting more and more dependent on him...

ok.. today was a bit lame... went to ECP with all my mushrooms and terry.. had a mac breakfast.. thn we headed off for ECP in 196 our usual bus.... haha.. mi and rose were having a nice time with her mp3 whn the others were switched off.. either indulging with their own mp3s or having a short nap... we reach ard 11 plus.. we cycled... rented our bikes from uncle scorpion shop.. thn off we go to our usual stop.. changi airport.. but today.. the weather werent with us.. =/ when we stopped for a rest.. the weather will be nice..but once we start our bikes... the rain was down on us.. frustrated... we dint cycle far.. reached the big canal.. and we headed back... =/

had sushi buffet whn we reached kallang leisure park.. oh my god la.. its so sinful.. ordered too much.. i was the last man standing with rosemary.. =/ so fat!!! arhs!!! reached home afta changing 16 with 123 at orchard... watched superband. =) thn in the end.. i went jogging.. cant stand mi being in this pathetic state... and guess wat? i fall down again... its the same injury part la.. wat the hell.. i dun wan to post ani pict here.. its kinda disgusting.. but.. not as painful till i started bathe la.. haha... =/ gosh...

i wana go eat a big meal of seafood tml 1 lo.. mux i fall down today..? haix.. =/

im freaking tired.. mux be the food... i wan go swimming.. but with this wound.. its hard sia. zzz haix...