haha!!!!
im like so happy that exams are oVeR!!!! yaya!!! reali glad.. i think all the hard work will pay off? studying in school maybe fun, but not v fun u noe!!! haha... days with rosemary, joel, thanks!!! =)

thurs..


went out with joel, kede, wei yang and mr late.. wee shung.. haha.. had a laming day together... were over at marina, and suntec.. woondering ard.. jux as i was avoiding Subway... thy suggested to eat there.. cux of mr vegetarian. haha. we actually wanted to watch Wall E!!! =) thn in the end.. in Marina.. although it was in the early afternoon, thy dint have student's price of $6 instead, it was $8.50 as Wall E is a sneak.. so .. we decided on Suntec Eng Wah.. haha..
thats like damn lame.. we wanted a 3 + show.. thn we realised that it was booked by the ACS primary school. lol. thy are like damn noisy. and if we were to get those tickets, it will meant sitting in the fourth row.. from the screen.. =.= so.. we decided to go play arcade..
so we started playing.. its like a bit lame.. wasting our time there.. but in the end.. we decided on the later wall e.. Wee shung gotta go work.. so we said bye bye to him =) ok.. wall e was kinda..cute.. but the irritating part was that... there are loads of robot talk.. but its ok la.. haha... =)had to mit siongpeng afta that... ate my mum's chee cha stall =) got free food!! ~ happy.. haha.. thn we had to do the psleonline thing.. haha.. thn he went home not long afta.. =) been long since we had been so close liao.. i kinda miss this son of mine.. =' haha..
to Jas and junxian.. we nv left u out.. so in the end we dint go sing kbox!!! =) pls.. have 1 outing soon!!! =)

fri:
It was Teacher's day celebrations =)
went to mit rose at her void deck.. so.. we went to mit the others.. actualli not much people went back.. entering.. i jux feel weird.. like so distant.. =( sad sad.. haix.. but... we had fun tokin to ms ho, mr lim, mr teo.. i think thats the teachers left.. we wanted to makan at the canteen.. but there arent much choices.. =( saded..
so zoe had to left for her work.. right afta yi hwee entered school.. in a cab.. sori zoe!!! =( we will treat u something tml bahs? haha.. erm.... we went to find zoe in her choco shop... canelle is it? but its nice!!! the cake is damn nice!!! =) thn erm.. but too bad.. its nice but damn freaking EX!!! arh. but its worth it.. hehe.. thn rose wasnt there liao.. we were planning to spend our afternoon away cux the afternoon had to be wasted.. so haha.. we went to watch my long awaited movie : DEATH RACE!!!! she is damn hot, his voice is damn sexy.. i reali loved that movie..!! its damn freaking worth the $6 la!!!! ^^ haha... had to rush off at 5.30 to mit aniki.. haha..

went to watch stars wars.. and makan.. =) was expecting that day for v long liao. but... i was kinda quiet haha.. erm.. if aniki is to read this.. thn im jux gona say.. i duno why.. but i was v tired.. but i reali had fun .. reali... thx for the hotdog thou in the end i nv eat.. woops.. but i think we had enjoyed the lolipops !~ hehe.. =)



today:

back from work.. im kinda tired.. but i think things will get beta whn time comes by.. i think so.. =)
aniki came by today.. but he came at the wrong time.. when its the busiest!! omg.. i dint had time to tok to him la. it was kira toking all along.. so.. haix.. i mized my chance lo.. as in my chance to tok to aniki.. =/ jux realised that he dint msg mi the whole day ytd.. not even after the movies too.. but its ok.. haha.. in the end.. he went off without much chatting with mi.. i reali hope that both of them arent toking about mi.. =/

yayay!! im going cycling with my darlings tml!!! Mushroom's mission of the month.. to slim down.. =/ i cant stand it.. being fat and everything..omg.. its gona be a 6 week programme.. 1 day for cycling, 1 day for swimming, 1 day for running.. can i keep going? dear all.. pls encourage mi to kp on going.. hehe...

i reali wana watch quarantine.. it seemed freaky.. reali freaky.. makes mi sooooo waaannnnaaaa WATCH!!!!

ok.. chalet coming up for the next 2 months.. my sp1ao4 DARE!!! and my mini chalet stayover with mushrooms and a few others..

mission of the holidays:
1. to stay fit.. im off my standard way too far..
2. to have fun like no tml at least once every week.. im gona have no life ver soon.. =(
3. to work so that i will prevent myself from slacking.. n i reali wana get a motorbike licence =)
4. kira force mi to go buy something.. im puking over that idea.. nt going to say.. but gona update soon..
5. to find a new mr charming.. =) new life pls!!! muhahaha


it jux seemed weirder and weirder as days pass.. its more of like no more waiting and accepting.. no point running away.. forget and understand will be the best way out it seemed.. mum and dad wun care much about mi.. but that doesnt meant that i can do anithing that i wan.. reali.. self denial will led mi no whr.
but im gona strive.. perhaps.. forgetting is the best way out ...

fRiEnDs FoReVeR~

wah...
shit man.. had been studying in school for like everyday? but phew.. yesterday had put away some time for movies!!! haha.!!! i reawlised something.. next time watch ghost movie is a must to watch with ppl like rose!!! muahaha... dun scold mi.. but she looks damn cutte jumping up and down her seat!!! muhaha...
went to watch with siong peng, rosemary, rachel.. we ate ajisen ytd.. it was kinda a fun trip.. had a refreshing day afta so many days of studying and revision... sian sia.. worst thing is... its like so tired to go to the exams at 2 if not 6 in the evening.. all like meal times la.. my stomach suffers.. =/ lol...

i reali wana go back to 4F!!!!! haix.. had been missing them alot!!!

BACKPACKING SOMEDAY!!!! i dun care... im looking for ppl to go backpacking!!! 1st pack will be going to malaysia- asian countries i meant.. haha.. =) 1 of my fren said this.. backpacking? is it running back wards with a backpack? lol!!!! I LMAO!!! ok.. not funi to alot of ppl.....

oh my gossshhhh!!! im god damn tired!!! i hated the system for the evening exams..
its like u start at 6 end at 8..
freaking tired..
i dun wan to be so tired tml lo..tml is the maths CEM somemore.. oh my god!!! haix...was having a bad week last week.. but i dun think it matters animore le.. no point dwelling on it oso rite? haix.. to everyone else, kampatei.. to anyone else.. esp tose from np and RP, shut up .. we all noe that u all had finished this sem!! haha..

come out soon!!

i reali wana go backpacking.. ='

studying in sch.... now.. zzz

Ripped form kyson's blog..
meaningful... and true..

Once upon a time there was this girl who had four boyfriends.

She loved the 4th boyfriend the most and adored him with rich robes and
treated him to the finest of delicacies. She gave him nothing but the
best.

She also loved the 3rd boyfriend very much and was always showing him off
to neighboring kingdoms. However, she feared that one day he would leave
her for another.

She also loved her 2nd boyfriend. He was her confidant and was always
kind,considerate and patient with her. Whenever this girl faced a problem,
she could confide in him, and he would help her get through the difficult
times.

The girls 1st boyfriend was a very loyal partner and had made great
contributions in maintaining her wealth and kingdom. However, she did not
love the first boyfriend. Although he loved her deeply, she hardly took
notice of him!

One day, the girl fell ill and she knew her time was short. She thought of
her luxurious life and wondered, I now have four boyfriends with me, but
when I die, I'll be all alone.'

Thus, she asked the 4th boyfriend, 'I loved you the most, endowed you with
the finest clothing and showered great care over you. Now that I'm dying,
will you follow me and keep me company?'

'No way!', replied the 4th boyfriend, and he walked away without
another
word..

His answer cut like a sharp knife right into her heart.

The sad girl then asked the 3rd boyfriend, 'I loved you all my life. Now
that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?'

'No!', replied the 3rd boyfrien d. 'Life is too good! When you die,
I'm
going to marry someone else!'

Her heart sank and turned cold.

She then asked the 2nd boyfriend, 'I have always turned to you for help and
you've always been there for me.

When I die, will you follow me and keep me company?'

'I'm sorry, I can't help you out this time!', replied the 2nd
boyfriend.
'At the very most, I can only walk with you to your grave.'

His answer struck her like a bolt of lightning, and the girl was
devastated.

Then a voice called out: 'I'll go with you. I'll follow you no
matter where
you go..'

The girl looked up, and there was his first boyfriend. He was very skinny
as he suffered from malnutrition and neglect.

Greatly grieved, the girl said, 'I should have taken much better care of
you when I had the chance!'

In truth, you have 4 boyfriends in your lives:

Your 4th boyfriend is your body. No matter how much time and effort you
lavish in making it look good, it will leave you when you die.

Your 3rd boyfriend is your possessions, status and wealth.When you die, it
will all go to others.

Your 2nd boyfriend is your family and friends. No matter how much they have
been there for you, the furthest they can stay by you is up to the grave.

And your 1st boyfriend is your Soul. Often neglected in pursuit of wealth,
power and pleasures of the world.

However, your Soul is the only thing that will follow you where ever you
go.Cultivate, strengthen and cherish it now, for it is the only part of you
that will follow you and continue with you throughout Eternity.







Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect. It means you've
decided to
see beyond the imperfections.

u noe..some times.. its like its not our fault that we think things that way.. humans are humans cux we are fulled of greed, expectations.. worst.. we arent modest no matter how modest we appear to be.. its like ... hu wun wab to be the best of wat they want to be? its like freak la... how fake can man go? to impress ppl that are closed to us.. our loved ones, the ones that we wana impress? bosses, friends, rivals, enemies.. there is infinity to wat we can do, wat we want to do, wat we can be proud of.. but is society teaching us the correct way to live ? as in is it fair for everyone to be in a hierachy of everything? it jux isnt fair.. as in.. no way can ppl do things perfectly in everything.. thy nid hlp...

n whn frens hlps, partnership comes in.. sometimes.. we may even tended to think.. its that reali partnership? is there like a trade in it? y mux pppl become so realistic? its like is it such a betrayal to hlp one another? the worst is.. even by hlping one another.. there isnt any sincere appreciation... not toking about friends.. but also in families.. in ani close relationship.. y mux things turned out to be that way?

appreciation is a very important virtue.. its either u have it or u dun.. if u dun have it.. dun ask for it.. if u have it.. be generous enough to show it.. simple conservations do make ppl worst day to smile.. deep inside my heart.. i duno how appreciative i am to others..but i noe... i lived like i nv gona lived the next day.. ppl hu noes shld understand that my gestures speaks louder thn anithing.. the fact that i fooled ard with u shows that i still takes u as a fren.. i wan to be of someone even if it makes u thinks that im irritating.. i dun mind being 1.. living long isnt good.. life is short.. do wat u can, do wat u want.. cux u nv noe wat tomorrow has for u..

wat comes ard goes around.. to take care is the simplest way out..

ok..
i gotta confess that im freaking fat.. having double chin!!! arhs!!! i cant hlp it.. in the end.. i went running today.. thn it was ard 30 mins? its a good advancement man viv!!! jiayous!!! thn whn i came home.. its like erm.. i tried danceing mass dance to cool myself down.. nice? so i actualli exercise for ard 45- 50 mins?! haha.. jiayous!! is it i want back the mi in jj? i reali miss the days la.. lol.. usuali afta camps.. i will be so tan n fit.. i wun say silm.. but fit.. hehe.. haix.. ok..

at nite.. i will contd.. its gona be 2 sets of pumping, 2 sets of crounches, 2 sets of squating.. kampatei.. okok.. but i dun think its gona work.. cux its like jux the starting.. i will give up.. haha... okok.. time to go!!

anw.. i saw him today.. hehe.. but he was dam quiet.. but... its still ... lalalala~

oh ya.. i realised something.. i think my ankle have to go for phiso.. its reali hurting everytime i run... its like.. damn!!! IT!!! nw its salopas on it.. i hoped it reali hlped.. at least its pain relief.. hehe..

i forgot about rose poem.. hehe

有一天,天爱上了海,可是空气阻隔了他们,
他们无法爱,天哭了,泪水落在海里,即使不能相爱,天也要把灵魂寄托给海，
从此海比天蓝…
当所有人都在关心你飞的高不高时,只有少数人在关心你飞的累不累。
这就是朋友。另外借用你的手帮我摸摸你的头,
小声的对自己说:一定要照顾好自己,善待自己,与人为善,
记得健康快乐比任何东西都重要。
只有经过了磨难,才知道友谊的可贵。
生命中有你,真好! (:

saw this in the mail.. kinda meaningful..
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.
The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between
the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students respon ded with an unanimous 'yes.' The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.
'Now,' said the professor as the laughter subsided, 'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things
your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions---and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.
The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car. The sand is everything else---the small stuff. 'If you put the sand
into the jar first,' he continued, 'there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the
small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you.
'Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Spend time with your children. Spend time with your parents.. Visit with grandparents. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your spouse out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first---the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.'
One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled and said, 'I'm glad you asked.'
The coffee just shows you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'
Please share this with someone you care about.. i juz shared with u!! =)

took from my view at marina =)
HAPPY 43rd NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!!!

haha.. was out the whole day.. from 11 to ard 10 like that... damn freaking tired!!! zzz.. ytd slp so late sia....

today had a fruitful day.. kinda fun!! =) is it i happy? HAPPY! haha...

erm... had loads of fun.. at first went to king albert mac to have lunch and the data entry miting.. thn it was my turn to play today..
met safwan today!!! yeapie! hehe..

we went to watch the SPACE CHIMPS!! so cute lo!!! hehe.. so funi... laughable sia.. lol... so cute lo!!! haha..

thn we went to marina... with 195... from great world.. lol.. whn we went round and round to find a nice spot.. squeeze to the Marina there.. at first we wanted to find a place at the padang there.. but we tot it will be a better view on top.. afta ard 45 to 1 hour of pushing, squeezing, bumping, almost losing one another.. we saw the fireworks!!! so pretty.. its the 1st time i felt so up front, so up close to the fireworks.. the sweats are worth fighting for.. the fireworks are reali so beautiful.. hehe... no sweat no gain... its damn freaking true..

damn funi.. during the squeezing, making our way up time, we had so much fun la!!! lol. its a tough time.. but its like damn freaking funi.. u can c ppl quarrel.. thn the bangas are the ones pushing and making the way.. we followed quite many times that hlped in advancing.. hehe.. thn got this group of malays.. they are like muds la.. were like shouting HANDICAPPED HANDICAPPED!!! thn in confusion.. one of them shouted.. no hand no hand.. no leg no leg.. no HEAD NO HEAD!!! thn cuux they entertained us.. it was so amusing.. in the end.. mi and safwan dun mind letting them cut.. haha!!! thn it was the couples ard.. i think its good that couples are there to watch the fireworks together.. but it is a stupid idea for gals to wear till so formal and with the bloody make up. i wonder how the skin suffered sia!! lol... gals.. pls dun lose ur boyfriends.. its irritating for mi to c ppl cuddling up.. but its good to c that thy are cuddling so that the gals wun kena any molest.. lol.. u reali can c ppl taking chances 1 lo.. haha... most irritating part is the indians whn its coming to the fireworks.. thy were this group of frens.. thn kp saying i wan faint alr.. make way... obviously nobody cares.. thn the police or marshals came.. thn they redirected the traffic.. their efficiency is like damn kuku sia... zzz useless lo.. the army guards much beta thn them la.. but in the end.. the fireworks were reali nice.. its like damn destressing.. the pomp pomp sound.. it jux makes u feel relieved!!! energy booster!!

then afta the fireworks.. went into marina... heng we went straight up to 2nd floor =) and we freaking saw this!!! wat will happen if the 2 of us were in that crowd..



this is like much lata than the congested ones.. cux .. the crowd was like freaking congested for like damn freaking long.. close to 45 mins.. i believed.. phew.. we were like up there on the upper floor looking at peeps.. hehe.. evil.. so many people are seen taking foto of that la.. haha..

had small talks along the way with safwan.. the last miting was like april thats like 4 months ago? im still v worried about his injuries.. it lead mi to think of my freaking ankle.. i dun think im fit for strain training.. its like hurting once in a while.. getting use to old injuries than curing it seemed to be like the thinking of an arian.. so im not gonna heal it.. more of im gona paste the salonpas patch on it.. lolz..

GESS.. its not that we dun give a damn.. but i think... like most schools.. i dun think its good to prevent older graduates to return to hlp.. its not that i dun like to go back.. as much as there are bad memories, there are good ones.. but in order to keep the good ones, i wont wana go back .. cux the new ones are gona be the bad ones.. but maybe tis teachers' day is a good time to return to say a good hi ...

its gona be a long way before we can mit again sia.. =(

sat, paiseh... was too tired for ani runs... =(

erm...
i got my fon back in return.. jux now was out, with yantong.. did some catching up.. now is rushing my data entries.. haix.. i reali duno sia.. hoped it rain tml.. thn i will be able to slp longer.. hehe.. tml going out to watch X files.. had been wanting to watch =)

huili sent mi this.. like kinda true huh?

• 'Be kinder than necessary because everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.'
• A sharp tongue can cut my own throat.
• If I want my dreams to come true, I mustn't oversleep.
• Of all the things I wear, my expression is the most important.
• The best vitamin for making friends.... B1.
• The happiness of my life depends on the quality of my thoughts.
  
• One thing I can give and still keep...is my word.
  
• I lie the loudest when I lie to myself.
• If I lack the courage to start, I have already finished.
• One thing I can't recycle is wasted time.
  
• Ideas won't work unless ' I ' do.
  
• My mind is like a parachute...it functions only when open.
  
• Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.
• Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you mi ght not get them back. Sometimes we get so busy with our own lives and problems that we may not even notice that we've let them fly away. Sometimes we are so caught up in who's right and who's wrong that we forget what's right and wrong. Sometimes we just don't realize what real friendship means until it is too late. I don't want to let that happen so I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you.

i wana like thank huili and vivian la.. thy msged mi that nite. whn my fon was down.. 2 of them miss mi at the same time.. hehe... i reali missed u all!!! hehe... its not that i dun msg or reply = i dun care.. i may seemed that i dint cared at that moment doesnt mean i dint care for u all forever... its not like im tose type of person rite? its jux that im having shit in my life.. im trying to escape wateva predicament in it.. im trying hard to enjoy wateva little things i have.. i noe its hard to understand.. but i noe u all will ming bai wat im trying to say bahs?

rose sent mi this... :
有一天，
天爱上了海，可是空气阻隔了他们， 他们无法爱，天哭了，累水落在海里，
to be continued...

haha.. had some craps in sch.. sp 50.. lol...

erm.. saw zowwey's blog!!!

did some online test.. its like.. erm true.. most of it.. go and try?
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

it seemed kinda true.. nice to try!! hehe

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shit.. my fon spoilt!!! n im damn sian about it...

its the period of exams.. i reali nid it for my mp3s.. ani1 got ani spare?!!! die sia!!!

it like im damn freking pissed!!! i missed his msg.. zzz