went out with ruijun today... lol.. walk ard queensway and anchorpoint, looking for the things that she may liked.. lol... she wanted a watch and sports shoes... in the end, we ended up with nothing and ate at jack's place!!! =)
the food is quite nice, but i still nv reali seen my erm for v long le.. have been working at subway for the pass few days... tiring sia... since sat.. lol... erm.. i reali miss the days with the old staffs... esp... haiz... but too bad.. 2 of thm quit... thn zickie and hafiq erm... arhs!! i dun reali like the new staffs.. but generally i think i will be alrite huh?

we tok about our future again.... this is gona be boring... switch to another website, its gona be a repetition againz...... arhs.. i tink this is the place where i can whine at... cux i noe there will be some kind hearted soul that will be co-incidentally drop by my blog and take a look...
i didnt reali dare to pick up the fon and call.. cux im afraid of waking ani1 up from their lala land... =/n i think i will cry thats the worst.. im not gona let my feelings run ani wilder...zzz

i think most of the time, people jux think and take things for granted.. i duno if i tok ur hlp for granted.. but im sure that i did thank huever that had hlped mi along inside my heart.. be it in gess, jj, cdac, frens, subway, wateva, hu-ever, it doesnt matter, so long as u hlped, even it dint turned out smoothly for mi in the end, i appreciated... i think i always drop a msg along saying that i did reali appreciated ur hlp, if not the least, verballi.. i apologise if i dint...

but ppl jux take things for granted..the more u give, the more u take.. thats y there is this trend in the society that many are heading for thou thy knew tats its improper for them to do so.. that is: since every1 surrounding u are being selfish, even thou we were taught to be selfless, but it jux doesnt pay to be mr or miss good, so jux be selfish la!!! this is so damn wrong, we noe that inside our own hearts... is it reali that difficult to like jux thank some1 or go the extra mile, send a msg, saying that u, deep inside ur heart, had wanted to hlp? is it reali tat difficult?

are we being so blessed that we tend to waste food? did u noe the feeling for fasting? if u noe, thn u shld noe the feeling of starvation... ppl of 3rd world, they have nothing.... all they have are corrupted government, hu dint care about the people... all they have are bastards of their own countries, that did all the illegal stuffs? all they have are insecured life, jux the securities jux sux... u can get robbed and the next day u are found died on the streets? please la... u may think that u exaggerated.. but i believed deep inside u... u shld noe, u shld noe reali hard that its the truth.. u heard so much about all these things, be it in the movies or in the news.. ganocides, natural disasters.. can ani1 hlp? nope.. but we can go for a better world.. by starting to care for one another, without any thoughts of getting ani thing back in return...

if u dint noe, let mi tell u this.!!! imagine, the latest disaster, the quake in china.. imagine,.. u are alone, in debris, all around u are nothing but debris... u are hlpless.. u wanted to go get hlp... thn u run about looking if there are ani1 that can hlp.. this time, u had 2 choice :
1. u go get hlp, so that u can save urself 1st cux u r alr badly hurt or
2. u go hlp tose places ard u that u think there may be people that maybe surviving?

there is no 3rd actions, wat would u do?

be honest, touch urself and think....

do u ever thought of that scenerio? i dun think many will think of it... cux it just so weird to think of that cux u believed that u wun end up like that rite?

thats wat ppl of 911 thought so too.. thy are one of the busiest trade center that things are so peaceful back in NYC, that nobody thought so...

peeps... wat will happen if tml was the end of the world, and u only got time to do one last thing.. wat will that be? are there many regrets cux there are a lot things not done, or wat? or u jux dun believe that u are fated to live that short? or wat?

wat will happen if u are being diagnosed by some diesease and that no medicine can cure, thy only hlps by prolonging? will u be more tactful about ur actions thn before? will u treasure and appreciate things more then before? will u be able to think about how ppl feel? will u understand or want to know more about how u can hlp others cux u noe there is not enough time left? or will u jux hate ur life and give up?

there are many solutions out of any problems u may face... but i believe, as man, we tend to be selfish, so as to protect ourselves.. but have we ever thought of those that no matter how bad we are, there are ppl hu nv lead a normal life before? have we ever realised how blessed we are? im not saying that our government is v good.. but, at least the citizens arent reali suffering...

if u think u have some love, donate to those missionaries trips.. u nv noe how much ur 10 cents will worth... if u think u have some passion, go work things out with ur frens, organise ocip trips.. u will return with rewards, and life appreciation...

kids of singapore are so much blessed and protected, we dint noe about the ugliness that happen on the outside...

can u jux open ur eyes, c wats going on.. are they wat u see? or see with ur heart, is ur heart aching from all these saddening scenes?

jux think...

it will hlp...
if u could jux have sympathy...

it will hlp...
if u could jux spread the appreciation around...

it will jux hlp...
if u could jux think about treasuring not only ur life but others....

it will jux hlp...
if u could jux let go of the chained society thoughts..

it will jux hlp...
be enlightened..

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