im feeling damn sick now..zzz wat is skip so many lessons cux im sick and have to go back for the cprog test and get it done with whn im still unwell? can sum1 jux take out the virus in mi? wat is im sso restless and tired!!! zzz.... shldnt have tok to darren till lat nite ytd.. but it was inspiring huh??

i had always dreamt to be some use to the society.. mother theresa was my idol, low backwards society my breeding grounds of love.. but things are getting too tight up for mi that im side tracked by alot... my goals, i can only visualise wats short term and not the think bug ones that i had have before.. i realised how stupid i was to side tracked that much.. im going all out again for the goals again.. this time, there is no time for regrets, no complains... im gonna tell myself.. have faith in urself... get wat u wan to get done b4 ur time is up.. im not gona do anithing more that culd hlp my health.. instead, im gona treasure that limited amount of time i have.. and the faith i have in myself-- hlp others out there that are reali less fortunate...

mother theresa... a legend of world peace and love....

i reali appreciate knowing darren in my life.. reali wonder hu i am without him.. thanks for giving mi hope and inspirations, reminder of hu i reali wana be.. peeps.. it not that ppl like us tends to think too far.. tends to be emo.. tends to be egoistic, or anithing negative that u think we are.. we are jux another human beings that probe into inside us to think about how things works out.. if every single 1 of u appreciate more about life, be it jux an additional thought about those hu are suffering, it will make the world an even better 1....

The poor give us much more than we give them. They're such strong people, living day to day with no food. and they never curse, never complain. We don't have to give them pity or sympathy. We have so much to learn from them.- mother theresa

u may think that its such a waste of energy and effort to dwell on things that seemed totalli impossible.. look inside ur heart, close ur eyes.. u can only see the real world whn u dun look the world thru ur eyes, but ur heart.. feel with ur heart, disguise urself, understand the meaning of wat doesnt kills makes u stronger... we always loved to dream big, about getting a better living.. everybody does, without ani denial.. but is there another dream, of pulling out every starfish u saw at the beach and throwing them back to the sea? its every small lil step, as simple as donating blood. but y are so many ppl trying to ignore/ trying to run away?

i dun understand..

y are human beings against each other cux of the differences in race/ religion? arent being human is being a universal icon? but why are ppl still fight among 1 another? wunt it be peaceful without all these? of course, we have to have all these poor countries as examples of instability thus, able to generate the idea that we are of better off countries.. i dun understand....

http://www.hrw.org/reports/1999/rwanda/

if u have the time, having the special compassion in urself, take a look at the The Genocide...

The Mission of Human Rights Watch

Dufka explained that at Human Rights Watch, they "try to lift conflicts up to the surface" so that they get as much publicity as possible. She also had constructive words of advice for students who want to prevent atrocities like the genocide in Rwanda from happening in the future.
"Pick your area, get engaged in it, and get knowledgeable about it. Be proactive. Research these things yourself. Pick an issue that you feel passionate about. Take the time to write letters to the UN and to your congressman. Harness your own brand of activism."

Her final advice: "Make more noise."

http://www.time.com/time/2001/aidsinafrica/photo.html- aids in africa...

if u think that injection is scary, if u think that being urself is not blessing enough, if u think that u are not lucky enough to get the newest things that are being published in the magazines, think again...

u will nv notice how lucky u are, till u get urself ready with all these facts that there are people hu are given the chance to live, but did not have the chance to live to c the world that we see with our v own eyes.. their world is filled with coldness, loneliness, darkness, a world without hope.. is it so hard to reach them? yes it is... u have to cross that stupid barrier of urs living in ur own comfort zone in singapore, and step outside, to c the unglam world..

but peeps, if u have the urge to save the people, time is short... things are getting worse.. u shld noe about the articles spreading around our world of emails, about how rapes occur cux of the rumour that virginity can cure aids... be grateful u are born with peace... these people wans peace but do their society allows them?

Silence and the ignorance it promotes have fed the AIDS epidemic in Africa perhaps more than any other factors.

dudes.. touch ur heart...

loving other people, loving the unwanted, loving the sick, loving the diseased, loving those unloved.. it takes a lot of courage. if u dun have, find it deep within u... u will noe someday... love will find the way, and u will noe the joy of helping those hu nided our hlp...

be grateful for hu u are...
n give wat u are grateful for..
spread the love around..

if mother theresa faith can touched that many, u can too... jux by noeing or identifying wats going on or going wrong with the society, it may seemed insignificant, i swear its not... cux, all dreams starts small.. take small steps at a time.. be well versed in all these things.

let love lead ur eyes, to see the real world, wich comes together with the passion u have....

be brave to show how u feel... dun hide them inside.. u are not alone.