muahaha i went on the blood donation drive on wed!!! so so fun!!!
my 1st donation since last year im almost on 24/7 medication that prevented mi from donating my blood.. nice one viv!! haha
im proud to be a blood donar!! and a brave one.. haha.. dint faint!! smiles!!!
kinda loads of things happen at home... not my family.. my uncle side.. im abit lost of wat to do, how i can hlp... jux feel so useless... its like wat reali happen, how can i hlp and how much i can help.. things are getting worst.. and the worst thing is i jux duno wat to do to hlp.... rush to gran house afta sch ytd afta studying.. things jux get werider and weirder... is it i reali sad?
tok to huili on the fon while on the way back to gran's house with my uncle fam tgt with sis... i believe in u my dear...
i think, most of the time, we wanted to do lots of things to save our friendships, relationships, kinships and everything... nth much can save anything... if we cant change ourselves, we change the world... change the prospective of wat u feel about the world, to suit u beta... wat e fuck.. wat is selfless whn everyone is selfish.. if there's no win win, got for win lose.. not u being the one giving out, but the 1 winning in gaining a higher ground... human are called human to be slfish in some ways... put that value into good use.... start protecting urself... im jux tired, turning on the deaf ears hlps alot.. thats filtering in loads of ways...
i jux duno wats the monster inside thats evolving in everybody i can c... ask : are u a pretender, or are u one that reali being hu u are? life is never that simple, so are u, a complex creature... so, jux get out of that juvenile thinking, be hu u are, dun pretend... if u hurt others, to hlp them learn wich may seemed cruel then jux be cruel... its like whn things gets tough, u have to go tougher...
zul's and mine =) give blood!!! =) mi and mr brother at pizza hut that outing =)
when things jux dun seemed right, be alrite
whn things jux dun seemed correct, correct it
whn things jux dun seemed constant, adapt fast
whn things jux dun seemed better, change how u think, how u feel, how u understand...
the only way out is thru the heart, not the way u think ...
Name: Viv - the survivor -
the warrior hu fights.
Birthday: 10 apr 1990
my rules of life
1. i am hu i am
2. wat comes ard goes ard... - update whn i think of ani..
Rules
the rules here.
u can scold mi for wateva u wan..but dun doubt my love
for the things i love
Wishing For..
wishlist here.
1.mr right..(i dun think i will wan ani now.. but maybe if i get 1 i might think of changing myself?)joking..
2.happiness- i have been longing for true happiness.. those that u happy till u cry.
3.love of wat it meant to live
4. to be some1 of some value not only to myself, but oso to mani others..
5. have a lifelong soulmate!!!
6. i wana go backpaking!!!
7. i wana be a prision officer!! - i noe it will be hard to happen...
8. i wana go to be some educational missionaries...
