i had a great time gg back to find Cass.. only to find out i had to wait for her in sch for more thn the 30 mins that she promised mi... =( haha.. but its good to hear that Bikila won again.. heard it was a trashing 1 somemore.. way to go!! =) hahas...

we went to holland v, had a reali reali good lunch!!! at swensens!! =) did loads of catching up!! its like omg!!! tok and laugh.. i missed the feelings of her sia... whn is our nxt outing sia!! lol.

man.. i reali miss the days in jjc... i reali dun wan to go poly, as in its happy there, but i noe there are truly the things that i can only achieve in jc... but wats past is past... let bygones be bygones... dudes.. im reali confuse.. wat is kp lying that viv, everything is over, relax... i dun hate thm. but wat is i mux be selfless for thm.. its jux too selfish of thm la... i've learnt to be smart.. its my time to be selfish.. so wat if family had always been my priority? but i dun reali care liao.. all is bullshit.. finali my 2nd sis understands how i reali feel.... wateva it is, wats done can not be undone.. thy made mi an unfeeling creature... frens is all i nid now.... i reali dun care liao.. how others see mi as.. how thy tok about mi behind my back.. how they demoralised mi.. everything is over viv.. its gonna be over soon... my dreams are still out there for mi to catch... going overseas... giving back... in wateva ways, i will be alone... so viv, wateva it is... stay alone... frens will be enough... true frens will protect mi, if not hlping mi to pave my ways by giving mi encouragements..

thanks Cass, Darren, Hui Li for all the time that u all had spent on mi even on the hectic shedule of the sch... i wun be stable without the unstables.. i wun say that im stable now.. but i am much beta i believe that. as in i belived im much beta.. much much beta.. im loved thx to u all... LOVE U ALL!!!! HUGS!!!! =)

emoing is jux another part of life.. there is no way u can be that high forever.... there are always ups and downs... i can have a family that..... but i have frens that reali care.. to mi, thats reali enough... to mushroom, thanks too! =) i maybe high in sch.. thats to cover things that i wun wan to share... but thats being mi... =/ too bad sia... haha....

we have all the human rights, to cry to smile in front of the frens we love...
if i ever cry in front of u..
its becux i had trusted u .. =)

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