tml last day of the 1st week of school.... gonna meet mushrooms without zoe there... paiseh..
feelings seemed so much weirder...
its not like entering jj.... its like going into real studying... kinda hard working leh my class... think i have to push myself... happy that im in 04 not 03.. that class seemed much rowdy.. omg lo.. lol..
low profile currently... im still find with it.. im seriously alrite... i tink i have enough attention before... energy seemed to reali reali ran out.. lol. so tired easily.. struggling with work, and studies.. life jux kinda back to hu i was....
poly, a new chapter, new life... ya... new frens... im not as brave as before le... stepping out of my comfort zone seemed so much tougher thn before.. i reali miss the days whereby i was the loud 1.. but i dun wan animore attentions alr... im sick of it.... the 'leader that nobody reali cares' no.. i dun wan le.. simple as i can be... thats wat i wan.. no more arguments.. i wan a peaceful life... not like i dunlike adventurous ones, but i c no point now... ya.. wat for waste energy rite? lol... haix...
things are jux coming one after another.... feel like running away.. im serious... maybe jux a while more, viv, jux a while more... a while more... things will be beta... afta the escape.... jux hang on.... dreams are still v vivid.. the things i wan to do... the things that i have passion for.. this is jux the resting period... lie low so that u can pounce higher, sore higher than any others. im jux asking for freedom that i didnt reali had... its the only choice i think...
when all i need is ur smile, the memories that were so vague.. im looking away.. im not holding on... i think ur presence is no longer there.. im hoping for results that shldnt be there... perhaps fate starts and ends... on the different part of the world, i reali hope, the world is round so that we may have the chance of seeing each other again... im hoping to see the 1st person who changed my life.. i reali hope to c u again.. the comfortable feeling that u had secured me with...
Name: Viv - the survivor -
the warrior hu fights.
Birthday: 10 apr 1990
my rules of life
1. i am hu i am
2. wat comes ard goes ard... - update whn i think of ani..
Rules
the rules here.
u can scold mi for wateva u wan..but dun doubt my love
for the things i love
Wishing For..
wishlist here.
1.mr right..(i dun think i will wan ani now.. but maybe if i get 1 i might think of changing myself?)joking..
2.happiness- i have been longing for true happiness.. those that u happy till u cry.
3.love of wat it meant to live
4. to be some1 of some value not only to myself, but oso to mani others..
5. have a lifelong soulmate!!!
6. i wana go backpaking!!!
7. i wana be a prision officer!! - i noe it will be hard to happen...
8. i wana go to be some educational missionaries...