When A Butterfly teared ...

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

life jus get tougher

hmm.. its been long since the last post.... guilty about it....

okay, had a lot of outings.... went back to jj for both orientation 1 and 2.... tings seemed fine... i'm now in SP, aeronautical engineering... trying my hard in vying for the scholarship.... can i make it or can i not?
tml is the enrolment.. stupid thing.. went with rosemary today.. such a lame thing... lol... tired man.. studies.. hmmm.... shld i go for engineering maths or business for my diploma plus cert? think i shld go for engineering maths huh?

hmm... away from studies... Zoe and i are now working at Subway.. Anchorpoint... lol. tis hols, the old clinque seemed to be much of an active group huh? me, rose, yyyiiii hweeeee, yantong and zoe.. ever since the reunion dinner huh? thn it was the valentines outing, then east coast.. lol. fun man!!! lol.

Subway... new place, new experience.. HAHAA!!!! it was cool man! real cool! lol.
noe of quite nice chaps over there... fun place rite zoe? kinda lucky im working there.. somehow, its the only place whereby i can relief the stress that kinds of overflooded my brain cells..

was toking to k that nite... sorted out alots of stuffs... my stuffs at home. felt beta... i believed he oso. was in the middle of the field... thanks bro.. it hlped mi loads! he tok about his, i tok about mine... nice exchange huh? o 1 i kinda wanted v much to give up the things i had in jj.. o2, i was determined even more... the reason y i liked to go back? i think i more or less jux felt that i was more appreciated thn anything else in jj.... frens like unstables, leaders that i once worked with, joshua, ivan, amg... thanks guys... without u... i dun think i can actually go that far... thn i realised that all that pushed me to go back its because i was escaping... its an escape from the reality that i had.. more or less.... security, friends, love, care, concern, passion... most importantly, understanding... thanks... but i noe, that 1 hace to leave tis comfort zone, this lovely scenery and venture to somewhere new..

Vivian is dead man... she is... if u are thinking otherwise.. pls... understand her k? she is dead....

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Totally About Me

Name: Viv - the survivor - the warrior hu fights.
Birthday: 10 apr 1990
my rules of life 1. i am hu i am 2. wat comes ard goes ard... - update whn i think of ani..


Rules

the rules here.
u can scold mi for wateva u wan..but dun doubt my love for the things i love

Wishing For..

wishlist here.
1.mr right..(i dun think i will wan ani now.. but maybe if i get 1 i might think of changing myself?)joking..
2.happiness- i have been longing for true happiness.. those that u happy till u cry.
3.love of wat it meant to live
4. to be some1 of some value not only to myself, but oso to mani others..
5. have a lifelong soulmate!!!
6. i wana go backpaking!!!
7. i wana be a prision officer!! - i noe it will be hard to happen...
8. i wana go to be some educational missionaries...

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Rainie yang- dai wo zou (CD version) - 楊丞琳yang cheng lin rainie

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