understanding is different from working things out..
was having a tough 1 tis period of tym...
Enlightenment failed to make me realise that im in a pile of shit n that i reali have to pull up my socks.. it allows mi to escape, thats something that i reali nid to encouraged mi to reali take a break. and i dod, i did took a break, from frens dearest to mi to things that i reali loved. this time round i tresure the things and relationship i have with frens i reali treasure it...
wat reali happen was so fast that i wasnt much able to react.. thn all i wanted was to find some1 to tok to... cass was doing up her hair that day, huili and darren wasnt much able to reached for so i called rj... good listener ya.. felt beta but not much of a diff aniway.... thn it was ogl briefing the following monday... can be graded as one of my worst day!!!! wth... wasnt much in mood and darren did a good thing of turning us round and round and round huh? hahs.. thn went over to huili place, had a reali great talk.... this tym round i reali tote of packing up and leave so was expecting loads for the weekend to come for gess camp... the expectations of leaving home and reali have a breathher? yup....
the break was still on, but i decided to call up. had a good talk, crying and pouring out things that i had learnt, given up, trying to struggle? ya... safwan was beside mi... listening ? think so... thx safwan, thx darren, but somehow i think u all noe wat i meant bahz? haha the theoryt behind diversity, i wun forget bahx... passion, hope that will pull mi longer... i reali hope so.... promise doesnt change aniithing it jux exist to make u feel good, better, stressed up so that things seemed important to u rite? ya....
hahas... the camp was good, thx man for all the laughter, havent reali had such a goood laugh, whn things were getting out of hand... tough period it is, it still is... somehow u can jux realise that all u nid is jux a sky of sunsetting, whn it represents an end to everything, will that sunset ever come? will it ever appear?
wats a rainbow whn it onli consist of red, blue and violet?
Name: Viv - the survivor -
the warrior hu fights.
Birthday: 10 apr 1990
my rules of life
1. i am hu i am
2. wat comes ard goes ard... - update whn i think of ani..
Rules
the rules here.
u can scold mi for wateva u wan..but dun doubt my love
for the things i love
Wishing For..
wishlist here.
1.mr right..(i dun think i will wan ani now.. but maybe if i get 1 i might think of changing myself?)joking..
2.happiness- i have been longing for true happiness.. those that u happy till u cry.
3.love of wat it meant to live
4. to be some1 of some value not only to myself, but oso to mani others..
5. have a lifelong soulmate!!!
6. i wana go backpaking!!!
7. i wana be a prision officer!! - i noe it will be hard to happen...
8. i wana go to be some educational missionaries...